may 16th-older parents and dreams of car accidents

I hate the fact that Judy,  Tony,  Don,  susie and Mike and I are getting older.

On our way home, mom went the wrong way on ih 65.  She went 65 west instead of 65 east.  While she was trying to turn around on market street,  she got shook up and stopped paying attention and hit someone.

Because I was not with her, she got into an accident.   If I told her no follow me, she would have been okay.

Thus is what worried me the most about herror driving.  This has been coming.  I knew it, I knew it....I had dreams about running into a car, a green car. Or a green card headed at me.

I want my guides to tell me things and then I don't listen or take it seriously.   I'm sorry guides...I'll try better to listen.

It also makes me wonder if a spell i worked about people's jealousy and my family included judi and her jealousy.

I have a wonderful husband.  I have financial security for now.  I have a newer home, that she helped to purchase....and what she does not think she has.

I have to keep that in mind, she has the narcissistic characteristics and she tries but the characteristics still show their ugly head.

Just got word that her truck is slightly damaged.   She is shook up and mad at herself.  She is thinking, when and how am I going to tell tony?

All the money I just spent.  Are they going to drop me?

I'm not going to take what happened as my fault.  She is a grown woman, she has to pay attention.  This is not Mike s fault either.

Thank you God! !!!  I'm not ready to lose her yet.