Dream 4/21/14

Dream 4/21/14

Wow!  The last 4 days straight I have been dreaming about quilting.  Quilting, quilting, quilting all the time quilting.  I have been getting flashes of quilt blocks, patterns and projects.

I have also been working on baby quilts for Judi (mom) and she does not want me to do any thing fancy.  Just straight lines and simple designs.  She says that the quilts for baby's should be simple.  I really don't think that she understands the need for me to be creative, but I have to give into what I want and do what she wants, which is simple, safe and easy.

Judi's moto - keep it simple, keep it safe and most of all don't do more than you have too.

Also, tell them what they want to hear not what they need to hear!  Or don't tell at all.

She says that she will make me up applique squares, but what she wants, not what I want....frustrating when I do what she wants all the time!!!!!  Is that a daughter pleasing her mother or her mother being a control freak about EVERYTHING?!?!?!

But anyway, I've been dreaming of quilting and today was designing a quilt again and I can't remember, but I think it is telling me to keep quilting....and I am more at peace doing this type of work, no matter who or what it is for, I am at peace right now.

The house will close on the 29th (9 more days).

I think I'm going by today to see what was done.  Hopefully he has not locked the back door so I can get in.  Got to sign papers for Dawne today so that we can get the rest of this rolling with the house.

I just remembered part of my dream.

Judi has an old SINGER sewing table top.  Looks like she has cleaned it off.  I am really crossing my fingers that she will let me have it.  I have an antique / vintage singer sewing machine and treadle and table in one of my girl friends garages in Texas.  I wonder if she still has it for me.  She said she would keep it for me until I could get it.  I keep having this dream about this  machine.  I think I need to go get it when in Texas.

Dream 4/13/14

Little girl and little brother.  Little girl is adventurous, courageous and able and willing to do for herself and on her own.  She is taking care of her school work and doing a school project.  Watching over little brother.  They are outside working on her project.  Can't remember what the project is.

Little girl, dark haired.  Little boy, short and dark haired.

Living near water can't tell if it is seawater or lake water....but feels like seawater.  A quiet cove with a 50ft to 100ft white pier. 

Dad comes home.  He loves his little girl.  Gives her a surprise.  They are going to get a boat for the summer to use.

Her first thoughts are of taking it out on her own and being in charge of it.  She is scared to tell her dad or the man what she wants.  He hugs her and kisses her in a fatherly way so that they are close and he would do anything for her.

Flash to another dream where the person is looking for a certain something to wear.  The woman is going out with her husband and 2 other people.  She is worried that she will wear something to skimpy and to see through and they will see her scars around her stomach and private parts.

Her husband assures her that what she has on is fine and the other two people are ready to go, so hurry up and pick something.

Woke up at 12:32 with legs hurting and acid stomach.  Took two tyleol and a Q10 with a Pepsid.

Hot...in my room.